The Fake Account

Hello again,

Anyways, as you may know, if you’ve been following along with what I write here, then you’ll know that whenever I try to set boundaries,  usually what comes next is some form of harassment or terrorism from the people I am trying separate myself from. It’s psychotic, and it is abuse.

Anyways, I couldn’t help but notice an old Facebook account that was hacked by my eldest childrens father has popped up again.

What a coincidence. 

And they wrote a note dating back to 2010 apparently impersonating me, saying that I’m impersonating someone. …but they’re impersonating me through that account. So the very thing they are trying to pin against me, is in fact a confession of their own doing.

Oh the irony.

Anyways, if you do happen to see the account that is named Pauline Shannon. Just know that that isn’t me and report it. That account was hacked by my mentally ill ex, who clearly likes to pretend they are me, especially when having a hissy fit and they don’t get their way.

My 15 year old and I have had it with him. Like, if you’re not going to take care of yourself,  and you’re going to self medicate on street drugs, stay away.

Like seriously,  within the last few months, he called our child a pedophile,  he told him to go kill himself, he came to our back yard screaming that he’s going to bash our heads in. Enough is enough. I let him around to bond with our child, not to abuse them more. Not to mention that every time he gets our child alone, he attempts to turn our child against me by accusing me of being on drugs. Meanwhile he’s the one on drugs!!

So yeah, another father with an ulterior motive. To take the kids. Talk trash behind my back. Same shit, different person. Except the other would rather attempt it through his relationships and filing court orders. Fake to my face, and a backstabbing piece of shit behind my back. Yep, that’s not the kind of “support” system I want.

I’ve been fair, generous, and forgiving towards both. But I just get shit on repeatedly. Ungrateful bastards.

Form 2 is coming. I’ve had enough with 2-faced bullshit.

The kids and I deserve better. We deserve to feel safe. We deserve to be happy. We certainly don’t deserve this constant negativity, fear mongering, harassment, and/or terrorism.

So yeah, as things currently stand with both fathers of my children, they can both fuck right off! They just create drama and grief wherever they go.

Harassment will not be tolerated.

Anyways, below is a screen cap of a post I created regarding the now false account. It hasn’t been my Facebook account since 2010. And I find it interesting that it has suddenly now been reactivated considering I already know who hacked it in the first place.

You can help by reporting it. Thank you.

Peace and love! – Pooks

Down Below

Down Below – Poetry by Pooks

I don’t think you fully realize what I gave the Crown with that letter that I handed in
I gave them the missing piece
Your motive behind it all
The reason why you wouldn’t let your victim leave you
How your relationships become all about getting back at me and a mission to take the kids
Only an idiot thinks they can get away with trying to pit 2 women against eachother without it blowing up in their face
Oh, and it has
Hasn’t it?
The victim may not fully understand why you did this to her
But you did all of this to get back at me
Holding a psychotic obsessive grudge for 6 years
Trying to plan and plot my downfall
Your sweet revenge
Heaven forbid if the person you pick to help you remove the children from my care disobeys or refuses to play along
You told her that you wanted me dead
This is the part that you didn’t plan
When she comes to me seeking the truth
Because she knows you’re full of lies
My union with the victim
I help her heal
I help her laugh again
And suddenly she sees I’m not this monster that you painted me out to be
Truth will always prevail
Like a heated blade through butter
Your schemes were bound to fail
Leaving you down below in the gutter

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The PSR is Nothing

The PSR is Nothing – Poetry by Pooks

Gottfried Leibniz
17th Century Philosopher
Rational Idealist
Inventor of calculus
Believed the world was formed from mind
Not from material atoms
Existence is a shared dream
As for Rene Descartes…
A French mathematician
Scientist and philosopher
Applied the Method of Doubt
Coming to this conclusion:
“Dubito, ergo cogito, ergo sum.”
I doubt, therefore I think, therefore I am
The Method of Doubt leads us to the PSR
The Principle of Sufficient Reason
“For everything that exists,  there exists a sufficient reason for why it exists.”
A rational explanation
2+2 cannot equal 5
The PSR has been credited to Leibniz
All things have a reason for existing
Beyond subjectivism
Emotions or senses
2+2=4 all the time
Reason is thought itself
Reality is mental
All is Mind
The PSR is the foundation of Ontological Mathematics
It is the rational structure
It allows the ordered thought processes
If there was a rock soaring through the air
There is a reason behind that action
Not mysticism,  not magic
The how and the what caused it to be there
A reason why it is in that state
Nothing is random
Even if it looks like chaos
There is always order and reason
Rational Structure cannot be doubted
It is fundamental
The PSR =Mind
Mind = Thought
Thought = Zero
Zero = Nothingness
Nothingness = Euler’s Formula
The Source Formula
The union of opposites
The point of Nothingness
Zero
Everything and Nothing
The Absolute

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Peace and love! – Pooks

Where You’ll Stay

Where You’ll Stay – Poetry by Pooks

My great epiphany was when I realized who reported me to CAS the most
These men that were my supposed supports
Just dying to swipe the carpet from beneath me
And now I feel like an idiot because I could not see
These liars
These snakes
That was right before me
So I vent, and I vent
Trying to recover from these betrayal blows
But maybe some of those knives in my back are bent
Or broken arrows shot from bows
Neither dead beats are welcomed back in my life
They just cause more pain, more strife
For every person that they have around
Build a wall up from the ground
Made up of the stones they threw
Forgiveness is no longer an option
Been there, done that
Gotta try something new
Slam the door
Shut you out
Enough, and no more
Not even the benefit of a doubt
You both knew that reporting to CAS would hurt me
Even knew how long they’ve been in my life
But you didn’t care. You did it anyway
And for that
Away from me is where you’ll stay

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Peace and love – Pooks

The Pen

The Pen – Poetry by Pooks

I wrote a letter to the crown
Which could be the reason why your bail got shut down
Back to jail you go
Because now they are in the know
Of the missing pieces in your case
A truth they can trace
to when I left you back in 2017
And your obsession for revenge since then
You’re not getting out of this with your nose clean
I am the writer, I have the pen
They know that I didn’t report the harassment to the police, but to my lawyer
They know how you try to play your girlfriends against me
As if you were trying to re-create the time when my fathers girlfriend killed my mother
And thanks to my lawyer for getting the notes from CAS
The fact that you hit the kids during your visits was included
They never opened up to me about this
But they told the worker
At least we won’t have to worry until Halloween
The day you make your plea
You are guilty based on all the evidence seen
You don’t deserve to be set free
Don’t use the kids as your reason that you need to be let out
Accountability is your only route
It’s pretty messed up that you try to use your girlfriends to take the children from me
Children that you don’t even believe are yours
You only want them to hurt me
It has nothing to do with love
It’s only about winning with you
What happened between us was 6 years ago
Maybe you’re the one that needs to let go
You keep getting angry that I am not jealous of your relationships as you claim
And this veil that you throw over your girlfriends eyes always crumble
Because I won’t play your game
Look around you now
It is your own doing
Locked up behind bars, and could be for years
Alone with your thoughts
Alone with your fears
Possibly getting hunted down and beaten by your jailbird peers

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We Know

We Know – Poetry by Pooks

I was told to tell you that she knows
She knows how you told me that she was the obsessed one, and that she wouldn’t let you go
I know how you told her that I was the obsessed one, and that I wanted you back
She knows about the pictures that you took while she was asleep
She knows that you showed those pictures to your friends
I also want you to know that I know
I know that while you complained that my home was a mess, yours was a biohazard
It was covered in dog shit
I know that you told her that I was doing meth with the other father
You lying sack of feces
She knows how you told me that she was the reason for your STI’S. 
Spreading false information is slander
I know how you said to her that I gave you the STI’S,  by sharing a needle
Spreading False Information is slander
I don’t drink or do drugs
Because someone needs to be the responsible parent
And it’s sure not either of the fathers
But let’s get back to the point
We know how you tried to play us against each other
Combining forces
Piecing together the truth like a puzzle
We want you to know that we know the truth
So that you can stop this delusional fantasy
Take some accountability
Because you’re guilty
Your delusional image of your perfection is shattered
We know that you’re a woman beater
We know that you’re a rapist, a sexual predator
We know that you’re a child abuser
We know that you’re a dog killer
The truth will get out
And if I had my way, you’d never see the kids, and I again
But you can guarantee she doesn’t ever want to see you again
We know you almost killed her
So don’t be surprised if we don’t want any contact
We’re not interested in your narcissistic games
Remember how you say that you’re ex-military that went to Afghanistan?
She noticed that the medals you show off say Vietnam. 
We had a good laugh over that
Because you’re so full of shit
So pretending to be something you’re not
Just quit
All you’re exes that you call crazy
We all know that you are a pathological liar
We know that you’re not safe around women
We know that you’re not safe around children
We know that you’re not safe around animals
We know you’re psychotic
And we see why you did everything in your power to keep us apart
Because it would expose all your lies
Your actions can not be justified
No matter who tries

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This One is for Patches

Hello again,

I know there’s been a burst of activity here lately. I do not mean to be a pest. I usually try not to post too much all at once.

However, this isn’t a poem. It’s more of using my power for good to help others since I know I can reach far and wide.

Anyways, a fellow Neogenian Peep can use some support as of now. Their cat, Patches, has diabetes and needs to see a vet specialist, which can be costly.

The GoFundMe page link is posted below.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/helping-patches-with-his-diabetes?member=29872025&sharetype=teams

If you can donate, that would be great! If not, that’s okay. Sharing the link also helps.

Pets are family! 🐈

Thank you for reading.

Peace and love! – Pooks

Somewhere

Somewhere – Poetry by Pooks

We’re going to leave this city someday
And live somewhere far away
There will be a big fenced yard for the kids to play
A bonfire, a garden,  a greenhouse that is also an art studio
A house with enough bedrooms for the kids to have their own
A patio to sit and drink coffee in the morning
A house to call our own
Leaving the past behind
Leaving bad memories behind
Starting new
I can picture the kitchen, and the dining room.
The livingroom
And a home library too
It exists somewhere out there
But it is not here
It’s only in my mind for now
This place
This sanctuary
Just waiting for us to walk in the door
I will get us there
I’m not sure how or when
One day at a time
We’ll get there soon
On a beautiful afternoon

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Set Us Free

Set Us Free – Poetry by Pooks

They say to evolve or repeat
Perhaps that could also mean to retreat
Or build a wall so high
Isolate and cry
I’m just tired of the lies and deceit
How did I not see the pattern before?
The number of chances I gave, and I gave more
Bending over backward for people who don’t care
Now, I am fully aware
As soon as I shut them out, they’re begging at my door
But I forgave so many times to see that it’s a mistake
This narcissistic abuse cycle I will break
In order to get different results, something needs to change
I wish I could get the kids and I out of range
Because I am so done with the fake
Those that are kind to your face, then set out to destroy you
Sorry means nothing when repeating the cycle is all you do
There is no will or action to change your ways
And it’s the kids and I that truly pays
Repeated pain we go through
Whether it’s verbal abuse,  harassment,  broken promises, lies, or getting hit
If this is a game to you, I quit
Dreaming and hoping that better days are ahead
You reap what you sow, and you’ve made your bed
We are split
I’m always trying to mend the damage you’ve done
The pain you’ve inflicted on your daughter and son
And maybe healing can only happen with you gone
You were a fool to think that I was a pawn
But I am a queen, and I have already won
No longer a part of my story, your chapter ends here
Keep your drugs and your beer
No mercy for the scum
Just a deadbeat bum
Away from you, I steer
Evolve or repeat, I’ve been saying that for years
Thinking it was a call-out to the world
But all this time…
It was a message to me
From me
Only I can set us free

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The Tattoo

Hi again!

I’m pretty much sharing this everywhere because this is a first for me. As in the first time that I was asked to do a commission piece and the buyer had gotten it tattooed to their body. Amazing!! And so totally awesome!

Thank you to a neighbor that took interest in my work.

It’s funny because I’ve been living in this area for about 6 years now, and my neighbors just found out that they were living next to, or by, an international artist. Lol, Surprise! Yeah, I keep to myself mostly, and I rarely talk about myself. I’m low-key that way. I let others do the talking. So yeah, if you don’t ask. You won’t know. Lol

Anyways, the design he requested was simple. Of course, I had to make some alterations to it to make it my own. It took about an hour. Starting off with a rough pencil sketch under it, and going over it with a sharpie. A line drawing. An Indigenous art drawing of a wolf.

The finished drawing is below.

And the tattoo of it is below.

Thank you Bryan for getting my work tattooed. That’s a huge milestone for me. As I said before, it’s never been done…until now and I am extremely grateful! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

I am happy that you are proud of my work to tattoo it on yourself. It means a lot.

I just wanted to share and express my immense gratitude 🥹.

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Peace and love! – Pooks