It looks like I’m blogging again, much sooner than usual. But a certain hater clearly is calling me out and wants my attention…
However, as I said before numerous times, if you want to be written about in my blog in a positive light, than be a positive in my life. She sure as hell isn’t that.
Now, I am trying to move on with my life, raise my kids, get my art out there, mind my own p’s and q’s…but Melishee continues to be butt hurt over shit that happened 2 years ago. When I kicked our friendship to the curb.
Let me refreshen some memories…she came to the hospital uninvited to a very private milestone in my life, the birth of my youngest daughter. As an introvert, yeah, this was meant to be a private matter. No I dont want supposed friends there staring at my bloody vagina ripping open. No. So that was a personal boundary that she crossed.
Then since she couldn’t get a hold of me online, text, or phone calls, she harassed my now ex-partner with a shit ton of messages. Something she does alot to people. And has done to me in the past. I remember getting to almost 20-50 text messages of ranting because we were in a dispute. I’d have to turn my phone off.
Not to mention, being her bestfriend was taking a toll on my mental health. She’s like a vampire, but sucks energy.
She would ask for advice regarding her on and off relationship with this bus driver. And no matter what I said, (I tried supporting the relationship, and even tried agreeing with her that hes no good) she’d deliberately rebel against it either way. So damned if you do, damned if you don’t. What kind of friend does that? Ya know? You’re walking on eggshells around her. She can go find someone else to rebel against. Because honestly, I’m done with her.
Now, for a year…for the time I was with my ex-partner, and went from homeless to having a home again…she resurfaced. Bitter that I’m not her friend. Ya know? Just suddenly, bam! Here we go again.
She’s been retweeting shit about haters, and jealousy…like I’m the one that’s hating and that’s jealous of her. Lmao. Trust me. I’m not. She has nothing I want. How could I be jealous of that fuckin thing? In fact, I’m doing pretty well on my own. So if anyone is jealous, it’s her.
And to bring me up in these current events…I’m already not impressed her and this group of people are targeting Bravetube, Mike Sloane, and myself. Yeah, they’re very outspoken, but they’re passionate. I can respect that even if others misunderstand that.
Sometimes when people seem angry about certain topics, it just means they’re passionate.
Anyways, what I don’t get is why she obsesses over me. I mean, she’s never treated any of her other “bestfriends” the way she does towards me. What makes me so special to deserve this treatment?
Because I wrote the truth, that she is denying. Heck, she tries to convince others that it was her that walked away. Lol Nuh uhhh…
As for all this making a stand against online trolls and harassment b.s that her and Marci Easton are flipping thier mouths off about…They’re guilty of that shit themselves. Birds of a feather, flock together…just saying.
Melishee, created a fake account (blahbb1987) to harass bravetube through DM’s. But she won’t mention that, will she? Nor will her friend Marci who is aware of that account. You’d think she would be more concerned that her friend has created a fake identity. Clearly her mental health is disturbing. But no, she enables it, and that behavior.
And the only reason Marci followed me for a short period of time was to TROLL!! Once she realized that she couldnt convince to me hate bravetube, she blocked me.
So yeah, dont buy into thier “Stand against online trolls and harassment”They are guilty of it. Heck, look at the way Melishee is behaving online with all her screencaps publicly displaying her targets photos and identities. If you ask me, THAT right there is the behavior of an online bully.
I am not interested in being Melishee’s friend, for obvious reasons… I just want her to fuck off. I want to focus on my children, without having to worry that there’s this obsessed stalker trolling my every move.
For awhile there…I couldn’t communicate with anyone online without her harassing the very people I interacted with shortly after. Yeah, I noticed, and apologized to the people she harassed like it was my fault, but it wasn’t.
Mentally, I don’t know what her problem is. Maybe change is hard for her, but shit changes all the time. No one has control over that.
Maybe she misses the way things used to be. Well, things aren’t going to be like that anymore. I can’t give her that much time and attention, that’s what my children need of me now. So yeah, those days are over.
There were some good times. I won’t deny that.
But there were also some very negative times as well, that I would much rather go on without.
Walking away was self care for me. Respecting myself. And I’m not going back. I like where I am. It’s been my goal to get here for so many years. To have my children with me. I may not have my eldest son, but that’s okay. He’s doing well where he is. No point in uprooting him again. He’s been through alot, and deserves peace.
Just as I deserve peace. I don’t deserve any of this behavior lashed out on me. Although, she tends to think I deserve punishment. Punishment for what? Not sticking around and putting up with more bullshit and drama?
No. Just no.
So yeah, she called me out, and another blog post she got. If you ask me, she is immortalizing herself as a psycho.
Thanks for reading.
Peace and love – Pooks
“Mental Health is not a pass”
– Marci Easton