Big Game– Poetry by Pooks
And since you as well are seeping into my poetry
Perhaps there’s some things I need to let out
For example, only the guilty would get their friends to terrorize your victim
Getting them to call her to say that she deserved it
Saying things like: she liked to be raped
And the fact that your surety lives right by your victim is terrifying
Only isolating and causing more distress on the victim
I don’t know how the courts would allow a person with your charges out on bail anyway
Someone charged with sexual assault, assault with a weapon, forced confinement, etc.
It puts the publics safety at risk
Nothing like enabling the perpetrator with the ability to prey on more women
And the fact that your father bailed you out twice
Even though you slander him and say he’s so abusive towards you
At least that’s what you tell every single girlfriend
Yet he covers the lease for your apartment
He gives you a job
He bails you out of jail
But he’s so abusive, poor me, right?
He’s a fool to bend over backward for you
Considering that you just drag his name in the mud
As for your friends, they will all be made into fools for siding with you
Especially when you are found to be guilty
They sound like disgusting people anyway to terrorize your ex on your behalf
And the fact you broke a dog’s spine and hind legs and smashed it against the wall
You shouldn’t be allowed to have another pet dog, but you do
Does your other surety know that?
She used to have on her profile that she was a dog rescuer.
She seems compassionate about animals.
Does she know how you locked the dog’s that you had before and drilled the wooden boxes shut?
Trapping them in with their own shit
Probably not.
In fact, she probably doesn’t even know that she took in a rapist
I heard your apartment had 2 species of tapeworms that was in the dog shit
And your apartment was covered in dog shit
I was also told that you were collecting the victims’ receipts, to lie to the court as if you paid for those items for the kids
To say that’s why you don’t pay child support
I was told about the mountains of papers that you had filing for custody
And I was told how you dragged our youngest into a room, and you wouldn’t let her in, and he was screaming
You hurt our son, you piece of shit
And it was her that called me
That day, I asked you if it was her, and her number that came up on my phone
She tried to call me for help
And you denied. You lied
You said it wasn’t her. It must be someone with the same name
I was told how you verbally abused our daughter and called her fat.
What kind of father does that??
They would beg your ex to stay because they didn’t want to be left alone with you
They would beg to be taken home
And when your now ex gave them gifts for the Pride parade, jewelry, and t-shirts
You ripped it off them and destroyed them
So homophobic
But honestly, I still think you’re gay and in denial
Hence, this extreme mucho cover up
But the man you love married his high-school sweetheart
Here’s the messed up thing
When I told you about where I wanted to move
You gave me the impression that you were on board
You could have spoken up and said something if you didn’t agree
But that was a huge problem during the time when we were together
You don’t COMMUNICATE
No, instead, you create this massive drama
Dragging your now recent ex-girlfriend into it
She was a key part of you getting full custody of the kids and taking them from me
And when she started to catch on
That I’m not all these horrible things that you claim that I am
You beat her again and again
Every moment, she didn’t step in line with your plan
And to keep her around, you tried to impregnate her
And when you found out she wasn’t pregnant, you almost killed her
It’s so messed up that your whole relationship with her was based on me, and trying to take the kids from me
Just a fucked up competition to you
You didn’t care how it would effect the lives of those around you
You practically temporarily disabled her with the amount of brain injuries she has
Life threatening injuries
And you say that this is just between you and her
No, you idiot
Of coarse it concerns the safety of the kids
Perhaps you don’t realize how many eyes are watching your criminal case
Doctors, lawyers, the police, victim protection, and even CAS is watching it closely
There’s probably more organizations or agencies watching that I am even unaware of
But if it’s as serious as the police say it is
Like, as in high alert
It’s pretty fuckin serious
For awhile, I was hurt and upset that you just tossed our coparenting agreement to the side like that
You had it pretty good
You seen the kids every weekend
They’d stay over bi-weekly
And have a day visit on the Saturdays in between.
And to top it off, extra days whenever you asked for them
Especially around Easter and Christmas
But I hear you’ve hit them too
And I realize that you are the most ungrateful person
All this, just to hurt me in the end
It’s never been about the kids
You talk a big game about taking accountability and responsibility
Let’s see if you do either of those on January 11th
Because so many already know that you are guilty
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Thank you for reading. Peace and love! – Pooks